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We are over.
We are kaput.
So why am I still tearing my heart over him?
I told myself that I didn't care anymore
That I was over and done with him.
My heart bleeds still in the background.
I fool the people around me with my flawless masque.
A question rises in the depths of my heart.
"Are you trying to make yourself feel hurt to seem like you actually cared?"
In the beginning I was almost certain we wouldn't work out.
For various reasons, we weren't compatible in my eyes.
But my heart longed for him, it craved him.
Like a greedy black shadow catching a victim in its claws.
"Corruption."
I tell myself.
"Corrupted mind! Corrupted soul! Corrupted person!"
I punish myself inside,
Just to hide the marks on my bleeding heart.
"I'm crazy."
I tell myself. Alone in the dark. Fading in the background of the lonely alleyway.
"I'm nuts. I'm a demon. Corruption Corruption. No one could ever love me."
He never cared for me.
"He cared..he cared..but not in a loving way you wanted."
Thats right...he didn't love me.
He just cared, like a brother to a sister.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
My masque is slipping.
The tears are falling.
The phone rings in the background of a lonely house.
Im gone...
Someone get me some damn medication.
- by OokamiCasha |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/20/2010 |
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- Title: My love(?)
- Artist: OokamiCasha
- Description: Love, unlove, unLOVED, questioning, lonely, alleyways and empty houses, empty orange medication bottles on the floor and counter. I need a smoke.
- Date: 05/20/2010
- Tags: love heartbreak heart break insane
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