How to end it all!

• Artist: GaryIraOak
• Description: This is a very personal poem I wrote about my childhood! This is just one of the poems that i am now starting to write about my past. i am planing on writing more, they will deal with different times in my past. they will will deal with the emotional struggles from past and how they lead into the present and shaped me and my future.
• Date: 01/11/2011
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She was so young
They should have know
Not to hate her like they did

For she soon began to believe
What they said about her
That she was useless
Stupid
Ugly
That no one loved her

Hearing this she asked
Why was I born?
Just so people could
Have someone to make fun of and hate.

After years of hearing this
She too begins to hate herself
She wants nothing more than to die
To rid the world of the her
To end all this pain she feels inside

She thinks at night
Of ways she could kill her self
She comes up with so many
shooting herself
Drowning or suffocating herself
Hanging herself
Stabbing herself

All these things run through her mind
Every night as she lies awake
Thinking
Thinking of how to end it all.

Comments

[GaryIraOak]

I am sorry. but thanks for the compliment, because of the way people treated me I have a hard time liking my work. I tend to hate on it, so it means a lot to get positive feedback.

[LittleJuggalette_420]

This is how i feel on a normal basis since i was younger....it made me cry...it is a beautiful poem,

[GaryIraOak]

oh I feel so sorry for you, knowing what it is like going through all this. but hang in there and life will get better.

[Cat of Ice]

ohhh mygosh this poem is literaly what im going through right now. i was pretty young when everyone started to hate me too....

[Arrinae Tsuki]

Well I'm glad you never acted on those thoughts, or at least I hope you didn't.