• Smile and laugh,
    Happy as can be.
    I am how I let people think,
    But that's all they see...

    No one worries,
    People think I'm happy.
    I smile and I laugh,
    I act real friendly...

    My best friend loves me,
    She knows nothing how I feel.
    Expressing my feelings,
    Not a good ordeal...

    Alone in my house,
    I want to cut and bleed.
    I sit and cry,
    My friends can't see...

    Markings on my wrist,
    Almost everyone hates me.
    If my friends or anyone found out,
    They would X me out completely...

    Im smiling on the outside,
    But on the inside I weep.
    I say I will stop the cuts,
    But that is a promise that is hard to keep...

    I am so fake,
    Every moment of everyday.
    I say I'm happy,
    But I'm not that way...