• As I awake from my restless sleep
    My mind and thoughts run deep
    Everyday, every night
    Is a struggle, and a fight
    Nightmares consume me
    They become a reality
    My fondest memories turn to dust
    And my strength starts to rust
    As I step out through the door
    All is quiet, nothing more
    Not a word, not a sound
    Only me, to be found
    I walk the path, to and from
    By myself, with a hum
    I sit alone, by the wall
    Turn to stone, about to fall
    My heart grows sad, angry and bitter
    My mind goes mad, insane and weaker
    I watch in envy
    I become so empty
    I could fade away and no one would know
    What's the point if I'm filled with sorrow?
    Once again, I am at home
    And as still, as a gnome
    Staring off, into the distance
    At the nothingness, of my existence
    I wish I could show you all my pain
    My tears mistaken, for the rain