• Love was forever, it foolishly seemed
    Remember when we chased our dreams?
    We lived in our everlasting pursuits
    Do you reminisce about the peace we pursued?

    All of our dreams were crushed at the start
    By the angel that had touched our hearts
    Let the angel have mercy on your soul
    You may have been broken, but you've never been whole

    May the light of her wings blind your eyes
    May the truth of this dream outweigh your lies
    Because this wasn't a fairytale we lived in
    It was a nightmare filled with your sin

    Ghoulish monsters singing of horrid lies
    Stopped and stared at our widened eyes
    Singing in sweet voices of cataclysms
    Their momentary pauses stopping the rhythms

    As if they obstructed the flow of time
    They froze like they were crystallized
    Venom flooding through their purple veins
    Poisoning them, spreading like flames.

    The angel descended, breaking through the sky
    Suddenly a banshee adorned in lies.
    Poisoning our hearts with the bitter sting of hate
    It seems a life of ignorance was never our fate.

    So now I stand, my will bound in chains
    The banshee had arrived, taking the reins
    Steering the carriage into a modern time
    Where rape and murder was not a crime

    As I'm taken, my eyes search frantically for you
    Skittish and feverish, I didn't know what to do
    My eyes look up the heavens, the clouds
    Where I imagine I can see your face looking down

    The banshee had wailed, you had ascended
    To a place not worthy of you, called Heaven
    You're now an angel that had touched my poisoned heart
    Conflicting my feelings, tearing me apart

    This world of death and hate was not for you
    But now I am alone, which I should have known,
    It would happen eventually, you were a living angel
    But without you, this world's all the more painful

    But perhaps I can endure, with my heart bound in chains
    'I belonged to her!' it selfishly proclaims
    But yet, it seems you didn't want to have this burden
    My vision goes black; Satan pulls the curtain

    Now I awaken with frostbite, every breath billowing crystals
    If I could, I would use every last breath to give you jewels
    But I have lost my chance, now in another dimension
    Love, I swear, that was never my intention

    All I wanted, was to see some light in your dead eyes
    I imagined I could see your ghost flying through the skies
    Because you will be reborn an angelic figure, all pure
    While I wither in this realm, my poison has no cure.

    It fed on my heart, on this strange emotion I feel
    When I would see you smile, I would wish it was real
    But you were pretending, being selfless once again
    I wish I hadn't foolishly loved you, then

    But it was beyond my small, worthless amount of control
    I may have been broken, but you made me whole
    So now I wish upon every star, dim in comparison
    As I wither apart by the slightest fraction

    My lips could speak wishes every waking day
    But I'd never be able to speak what I want to say
    Just to look into your eyes and say that I love you
    My heart quickening, hoping you loved me too

    But now I selfishly wish you would come back to me
    But then I remember you're in heaven, perfectly happy.
    I would never wish to take you away from where you belong
    But now my eyes weep sorrow, I've been doing it all along

    If I could summon every tear I've ever shed
    I'd hold them in my overflowing hands
    And hope that it was enough to say I'm truly sorry
    But I guess it was my own, foolish folly.

    So with the tears freezing in my shaking hands
    More tears fall down without my command
    Yet again, I apologize, for all I've done wrong
    And wish, once again, that I hadn't done it all along.

    Now I reminisce about the nameless emotion I feel
    This realm is my punishment, every part real.
    Now I will shatter, to never be whole in anyone's eyes
    To never see the blue of the endless skies

    But then my mind wanders again to your eternal life
    And I smile, not caring I won't have an afterlife
    So while I die every day inside, I hope you see
    That I foolishly want you to live every moment for me.