• On the rails.
    I am on the rails.
    Sitting, waiting, praying.
    Closing my mind to all.
    Cold, so cold.
    Emotions so hard and cold.
    I'm freezing, shaking, wanting.
    You're so far away, come closer!
    Watch me bleed.
    Watch me burn!
    Throw me into the fire yourself.
    Ash meet wind
    so I won't have to begin again.
    Blood meet lust
    because it won't be felt again.
    My arms are numb!
    I can't feel anything.
    I can't see anything.
    I can only hear something.
    The train approching,
    symbolizing the future.
    I open my arms wide, closing my eyes.
    I'm not ready...
    But I am broken