• What would happen if you were sorry?
    What would happen if you wanted to heal me?
    What would happen if you decided you were a monster, that you hate?
    What would happen if you were young, making so many mistakes?

    What would happen if you were still a creep?
    What would happen if you were selfish?
    And wanted to ruin my child-hood once more?
    What would happen if you were following me, and I never knew?
    What would happen if you were never sorry?

    What would happen if you ever stood before me?
    What would happen if we had even the slightest glance?
    What would happen if I changed my stance?
    What would would happen if you saw me as the woman I am now, and no longer a naive child?

    What if I lunged, bared with claws and sharp teeth?
    What if I was sadistic and blood thirsty?
    Would they hold me back?
    What if I screamed at you, for crushing my child-hood?
    What if I wanted to pain you, in the way you did to me?
    What if I wanted me to confuse you , in the way you did to me?
    What if I wanted to mess you up, in the way you did to me?

    But what if, I learned to forgive?
    What if I stay calm, Would I be just too scared?
    What if I forgot you were a monster?
    What if I remembered ever trusting you?
    What if I remembered you as a friend and not a monster?

    The only answer I have is no matter how much I forgive or despise you
    I will NEVER forgive or forget the monster that did this to me