• Just a miserable wreck
    The heart got caught by the neck
    Counted to ten lost all my friends
    Im nobody washed up on the shore

    Im not begging for more
    was this what i really asked for
    The door slammed shut
    and they put down their feet once more
    Nobody wants to deal with a slob anymore!

    we all tried to change
    but society will always claim.
    the weak who beckons for an answer.
    a lonely guy searching for them inside of her.

    No where to turn lost inside their home.
    United alone we all are
    and one can only travel so far
    as an outcast but is stuck without a car

    thought everyone accept a person
    they wont accept who they are
    They're trying to change what makes you whole
    and will force the heart to let go.

    The hole you fell in is to deep to get out
    but the demons love you and tried to carry you out
    YOU REFUSE cause you don't want to BE USE.
    The only goal you had is denying your heart was getting blue.

    Dont give up your going to fall
    unstable through your mind you cant make a sound
    you grow weak & was thrown to sea
    again you taste the bitterness from the tears you cry.
    For a friend thats all you really need.

    Your alone no one to relate.
    its all in your head they say.
    cant think straight
    a terrible wreck what a disgrace.
    Still the same and can never change

    Just wanting to run you know your lame
    do not read or you'll go insane
    thinking just maybe
    Maybe im quite crazy
    im just quiet.
    your own fear is chasing.

    too much stress too much thinking
    got no trust my fault for looping.
    A growing pain that keeps me shaking
    Living in denial and now comes down the fire.

    they say im tame...TAME to my own doom
    my own self being and this tragic room.


    Im not me...i cant change what i really am.
    My heart screams but my lungs are running out.

    I dont know what im seeing GO-ING CRA-ZY GET-ING LAZY!!!

    Giving up thats never me....
    Im breaking away and my soul seems to fade
    Darkness still by my side but i want you to go away. Im insane.

    Its not the light and dark
    Nor good & bad.
    Just the way i see people and theyre life im to ungratefull about my own life n laugh
    & would rather hope to die i swear im stuck in a trance

    Am i living a lie?
    Why do i rarely cry
    I despise, my own tragic self rights.
    i wish to die yet i still try.
    Life regrets push me wild. im not alive
    Im truly dead inside. i just crawl into bed rest my head hope it all
    fades away but wake up to a nightmare of this life i bred..

    Im finally dead.