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 Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2011 8:35 pm
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ How Rose hated the mix emotions swirling around in her very soul, both anger and sorrow clashing, making a thunderstorm in her very body. When she saw Annette putting the invitation down beside the bed, a whole load of anger rushed through her body, pushing away all sorrows for the moment. How dare she even want him there? She was the reason why he almost died alone in an alley! She was the reason why he had gone through so much pain yet here she was wanting him to go to her wedding. Yes, Blanc had no memory of her, but the idea was still utterly disgusting to Rose and the fact that Rose knew the truth made everything so much worse.
Rose's hand tightened in Blanc's hand as she tried to restrain herself. Not only did the invitation piss her off but the fact that she thanked her from saving her made her feel more guilt and anger considering that she technically did save him when it came to the fact that he stabbed himself. Rose refused to look at her and muttered through her clenched teeth, her both shaking from the anger wanting to explode out. "I think it's best you leave now..."
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Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2011 9:04 pm
 ❤▬ ▬ ▬Ѧnnette βridgett Șeraphine▬ ▬ ▬❤
The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You've left me in the D A R K
No dawn,
❥ Annette looked at the girl, into her eyes. She could feel the pain she felt, but why was she so upset? Why was her stare so accusitory? Why was her hand a vice around Blanc's? She wore no ring--could it be possible they had a relationship while Blanc was away?
Her emerald eyes rimmed with tears again as she looked at the two of them. She could feel jealousy line her emotions. But, why should she feel that? She had Gabriel. Her angel, the one who saved her when Blanc abandoned her for war! Blanc, whom made her nearly kill herself out of belief of his death. No one loved Blanc more than she had...or did? "Y-yes, well...I suppose you're right."
Annie kept her composure and turned to leave, but she was compelled to stay. She glanced over her shoulder at Blanc and Rose, with the invitation. Now she understood why she wanted Blanc there...she wanted to know Blanc's feelings had not changed. That he was going to be there for her, and that he would still love her--fight for her, even against his best friend.And now knowing that it didn't matter to him what she did, whom she spent the rest of her life with...it left her with the same emptiness as it did when Annette had thought he died. Her lip trembled as she turned, stumbling out of the hospital.
She arrived home shortly after and took her place by her harp. Annette strummed a few longing chords, but felt as though even music could not satisfy her right now. She stared down at her hands, feeling more like a widow, and less like a bride.
No day,
I'm always in this twilight,
In the shadow of your H E A R T
❤▬ ▬ ▬”I love you, always and always…to the moon and back again.” ▬ ▬ ▬❤
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Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2011 9:22 pm
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Was it possible that her heart was able to withstand such intense emotions? Rose let Blanc's hand go as she stood up and walked over to the window still feeling very weak, though much weaker now after that. Rose could hardly breath but she managed to calm herself down. Glancing back, the invitation caught her eye and that anger rose again, she walked over to it and snatched it up into her hand and went over to the window where she opened it up and shred the invitation up into millions of pieces, letting the wind carry it to the pits of hell.
Once she angrily did that, her heart sank and she was filled with despair again. Yes, she had taken a glance at the other woman and saw her face, she saw that deep down she still longed for Blanc though she tried to hid it, like she had tried hiding every emotions in the world. Rose stumbled over to the chair by the window and sat there so utterly desperate to find air, to find a world that was far less cruel to her. Yes, what if he did remember? What then? Annette would probably try and be with him again and Blanc would drop Rose like a fly just to be back with the woman he once...or still loved. Oh! How her heart ached from such thoughts, how she wished she could take a knife and carve her heart out. Rose knew that she would not be strong enough to bare any of this anymore. Her pain would be the death of her. Rose hunched over on the chair and put her face in her hands and began to sob again.
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 2:05 am
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle.
'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Of course Blanc remembered his best friend Gabriel, but he never would have thought that he would able to pick up a woman. Then again, it could just be their social status, so it could have been arranged as well. Quite honestly, he was happy for his best friend to get married to a seemingly lovely woman, but the woman herself he had no memory of nor a second thought on. She was crying for him, so she must have been someone close, but it also could have been almost the same as having a worried sister-in-law. There was nothing he could really do to make her stop or know why she was crying in the first place, she was just another stranger to him whom he had never met before.
Before he could even pick up the invitation, Rose took the letter and tore it up, letting it's remains fly out through the cool breeze. It broke his heart to see her cry and all he did was lay down literally broken and trying not to bleed all over. Blanc struggled to sit up and reach over to her. "Hey, what's wrong? Don't cry." Though he knew he shouldn't be straining himself on a sick bed, he wanted to make her stop crying. It was more painful to just sit and ask, he honestly wanted to help. No other words came into mind as he tried to think straight. He manged to muster two little words, something he felt he should say, but couldn't remember why: "I'm sorry." Perhaps it was for worrying her, for making her sad somehow, he was certain it had something to do with him. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other.
I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯
[Layout by organizationXV]
[Pictures provided by photobucket]
[Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 2:21 am
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ The sound of Blanc made Rose snap out of her atmosphere of depression and she quickly rushed to him, her tears still trickling down her face. She gently pushed him back down so he was laying again since sitting would do him no good. Rose looked at him and smiled weakly as she wiped her tears again, "No need to apologize...it seems I have been crying a lot lately. I suppose there's a lot going on I have reached my limits when it comes to my emotions...but don't worry, I'll be okay. Let's just focus on you getting better." If anything she did not want him worrying about her and she had to set things straight for now. The number one priority was Blanc and his health so her emotional issues had to wait. Again, like every other time she pushed away her sorrows and anger and set her mind of getting Blanc healthy again like she had done many times.
"Are you hungry? Thirsty? I can get you something if you want, it is my fault you are in this condition after all and like before I'll be the nurse that takes care of you," She smiled and this time it was a lot stronger than before.
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 2:42 am
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle.
'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Blanc only looked up at her as she smiled more and wiped away her tears. He studied her face for a bit, wondering if that smile was for real or not. She actually had a very nice complexion. Smooth pale skin, deep sea-green eyes, soft green hair...
Blanc found himself reaching up to wipe away the remaining tear stains "You actually look beautiful when you're crying..." A completely irrelevant statement, but he said it anyways out of the blue "But you're even more beautiful when you're smiling." His hand fell back down and he smiled back "I'm actually kind of hungry, I feel like I haven't eaten in days." Which was true, he hasn't had an appetite at first from anticipation of seeing Annette, then from loneliness, then depression, and now it all came back now to happier moments. This was definitely a woman worth fighting for, he just didn't know what kind of feelings these were for her. It was like experiencing first love all over again. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other.
I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯
[Layout by organizationXV]
[Pictures provided by photobucket]
[Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 2:49 am
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Rose sat there rather dumbfounded when Blanc had wiped her tears away but she was more of a statue when he had said she was beautiful...twice. Her heart skipped a beat and she could feel those god forsaken butterflies in her stomach begin to flap around. A light blush developed on her face but of course due to her fair skin it looked a bit darker. She quickly cleared her throat and looked away as she stood up suddenly. "O-okay...I'll go get you something to eat, I'll be back quickly and just lay there, don't try to get up please.." she then rushed out of the room before she could faint like a little fan girl at a Justin Beiber concert after he touched her hand. Once out of the room she took deep breaths and fanned her face trying to stay calm. That man drove her rather crazy and whenever she was around him, her sorrow and anger were no where to be found and were always replaced by better emotions like love and joy etc.
It didn't take her long to return back to the room with a tray of food. She sat back down and had the food on her lap since there were no tables and such to put it on. Rose would have to feed Blanc but this wouldn't be the first time she did such a thing. Rose still had a slight blush on her face but it wasn't as noticeable. The bowl of stew was warm so she blew on it a bit and held the spoon close to his mouth.
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 8:33 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle.
'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. "Where else would I go?" he called out after her as the girl left the room and he chuckled, only ending up coughing a bit for laughing while still having injuries to his ribs. It was well worth it, to see the girl blush. He never noticed she acted that way around him, he'd have to do this more often. Blanc pretended not to notice the rosy tint for the poor girl's sake and instead let her help him eat, rather enjoying it. But when the bowl was only half done, he stopped her by grabbing her wrist gently "You haven't eaten today, have you?" The soft rumbles from her own stomach could not simply be overlooked "You should eat some too." Blanc took the spoon and put the spoonful of broth into her mouth before she could say anything. "Not a word, or do I have to force feed you?" he said with a smirk to his face, knowing he what he meant by another way. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other.
I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯
[Layout by organizationXV]
[Pictures provided by photobucket]
[Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 8:46 pm
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Just like that her heart began to pound against her chest as he grabbed her wrist gently. For him to do so was bringing back all those times how she wished he would be with her and forget the woman he once loved. She blushed deeply and looked at the spoon he held by her lips though when she did open her mouth to reply the spoon was in her mouth and she had no choice but to swallow the stew. It was delicious and it was proof that she hadn't eaten in a long time. She could feel the warm stew spread along her stomach and it only made her blush even more from the fact that he knew she hadn't eaten and the way he was acting toward her.
Soon enough she felt something warm trickle down her upper lip. Rose reached out and touched it to see that it was blood. She had a nose bleed?! It was even more embarrassing as she turned away form him and covered her nose as it continued to bleed. Her heart was still racing and there was also the fact that she had taken a look at his lips and that urge to kiss him had emerged but she kept control of that urge.
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 9:56 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle.
'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. Blanc seemed satisfied to have achieved in making her blush again, but when blood started to drip down her nose, he couldn't help but let out a small "pfft", trying to hold in his laughter, but the more he held it in, the more his ribs hurt, but he dared not laugh as he handed her some of the napkins given to him. "Did you....just have a nosebleed?" he said in between his stifled laughs. It was actually quite adorable, how she kept it all in and it just literally blew up in her face. "Do I tempt you that much?" he asked with a sly smile, knowing the answer to that already since she gave out so much alarms that she did already, he just wanted to hear it from her. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other.
I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯
[Layout by organizationXV]
[Pictures provided by photobucket]
[Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 10:10 pm
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ Rose took all the napkins he offered her and tried to stop the nosebleed but her face was still flushed and the blood rushing to her face was not helping. She looked at him and blurted out, "Y..yes...I mean no! I mean...." she stopped and looked away for she felt utterly foolish and embarrassed. Rose couldn't sit there and simply gushed out her years of admiration toward him in which that admiration turned into love, an unintentional love. Rose wanted to just look at him and tell him how much he meant to her but even now she was unsure of it. There was still that fear of rejection that lingered and all the years of suffering she did not want him to add more to it. She had fallen so deep into a hidden love that she was unsure how to actually yell it out to the world, let alone Blanc.
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Posted: Fri Feb 08, 2013 9:53 pm
✯▄▀▄▀βlanc Ғumée▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯ Baby, think things through as you walk down the aisle.
'Cuz you should be my lady if you knew what hides beneath my smile. "Ah? What was that?" Blanc leaned his ear in to hear her better. He was curious as to what Rose thought of him. Obviously there was some kind of affection, and he was hoping for that. If not, then he'd have to do the pushing himself, which he didn't mind. "Never mind that, you can answer that later. Right now, you barely took a bite of this. You should probably clean yourself up and then come back and finish this. I promise I won't do anything" Blanc made a cross over his heart with a somewhat sincere look to his face, but a mischevious smile to his face as if wanting to see more sides of her. When the music ends, you'll be with him, pledging your whole lives to each other.
I cannot bear to watch his kiss seal your union, knowing how things could be instead. ✯▄▀▄▀Ғumée, βlanc▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀✯
[Layout by organizationXV]
[Pictures provided by photobucket]
[Lyrics: Wedding Dress - Taeyang]
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Posted: Sun Mar 17, 2013 5:11 pm
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Åbigailℛosalinda ɗawson
╚══════════════╝ "And all I do is think of you, I'm on the long road home, the road that leads me straight to you." {OOC:}▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▄▀ This was a way out for a bit. Nodding Rose stood up and left the room to go to the washroom and freshen up and calm her nerves. Taking a deep breath she tried calming her pounding heart and washed her face to cool. After doing so she began to make her way toward the room again, hearing some of the women gossip about Blanc and how good looking he was. With a light blush she walked back in and sat back down and began to eat...well she tried.
Looking at him she mumbled, "H..honestly you make me a b..bit nervous is all..." She used to be happy and out going toward him when they were back at the camps during the war but now she was a lot more quiet and shy.
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