Loved and Loveless Need help badly!!

[Calypsophia]

red_ember14

Another week another meeting. We are currently back to our "Big bro and lil sis" status. Last night was the first Youth Goup meeting that my boy friend(who I am currently planning to break up with this weekend, hopefully if I get the chance) and it was weird. We touched alot, which is really new. And we were closer then ever. We stood in the hall outside th gym and listened to Ipod, standing really close to each other. We sang out lots of the songs, we have alot of similar tastes. And when we got home and both got online to talk he was acting really weird.. I've talked to my friends about this and a few of us think that he just doesn't want to date a middle schooler, though I'll be in high school next year. I want other peoples opions, please.

what does it matter if you were planning to break up with him anyway? this should make it easier.  

[red_ember14]

Breaking up with my bf is probally going to be one of my best choices.. My bf takes away my time to hang out with my friend, and I realized that last night. My bf is way to immature for me, which is one of the main reasons why I'm breaking up with him other then the reason that I like my friend...  

[shani26]

When you close a door another door open. biggrin  

[red_ember14]

Well I actually found the courage to talk to him tonight. we talked alittle and I just don't think we'll ever be together.. Maybe next year when I'm in High School I'll try again.. Maybe our relationship will be stronger.. but i guess it all depends on if I have a boyfriend and if I still like him.. I'm still planning to break up with my bf.. And I probally will not be updating this form anymore.. Tonight I felt like my friend took my heart and shattered it with a hammer.. And it hurts to talk about it.. Well see ya around the guild ppls..  

[Lunar_Sunset]

i wouldnt say tat u r cheating on him but u need 2 explore ur feelings. r u at any chance afriad of commitment?  

[BluePod]

(only read first post)
I'd say that you should tell your Boy Friend about how you feel. While it may be awkward and hard and feel like you've just confessed to cheating on him it'll help. Maybe he'll be able to help you. Your friend is your firend and the futre is the futre. What'll be will be. Your friend has shown that he doesn't (as far as I can guess) see you in a romantic light then let it be.