She was asleep....
stare And here's some of what I've writen not long before my first attempt. I've never actually been happy with life... my mom pratically kidnapped me and broke up with my dad when I was 5, and I've never really forgiven her for that. Anouther year she punished me on my birthday and ate my cake in front of me... I never got to eat my own birthday cake. I wasn't even allowed to open my presents.. she gave them away. -_- She always degrades me and points out every negative thing and no matter what I do it's never good enough for her. I almost never see my dad, and it's not like I hang out with bad people, just a wide variaty of people. My mom can never accept me for who I want to be and my dad won't allow me to be myself either... I hate my life.
Darkened Heart
Empty silence falls
Leaving fear and more darkness
Even in the light
Rain falls in silence
I once heard it's angel's tears
Cry for me now God
How can sweet love break
On a once perfect friday?
Asked the heartbroken
Good Bye
Good-bye, what a simple word
Yet, every time I hear it, it hurts
It hits me like a nail through a board
With such a simple word why so much pain?
Is it because it may be their past?
Or is it because it just is?
Does it bring up something in the past?
Something thought to be long gone?
Why is their pain?
When it's such a small word?
A word that melts like acid rain
All I know is that it hurts
And that I never want to hear it
I never want to hear you say good-bye.
