This is what causes true heartbreak.

[phynixblack]

IT'S 7TH GRADE...


I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S SENIOR YEAR...


The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...





IT'S PROM NIGHT...


After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S GRADUATION DAY...


A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





YEARS PASSED...


I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...





Hows that for a tough life.  

[Sotur]

oh my.... i shivered after reading this...i have a broken heart [in process of mending] for different reasons [after 2.2 yrs he left me]....wow....i won't say i'm sorry, bcs it'd make no difference. but i WILL say these things happens, and eventually [for it might take a LONG @$$ TIME] u'll feel better. we can only hope it'll be sooner than later...  

[Faerie Dreams]

♥ Oh my God...that's so depressing...thats why I believe that if you love someone you should say it, because you never know what they think, and if you'll ever get the chance to say it ♥

 

[Anabethe]

wow....that was so messed up crying  

[Calypsophia]

that post drew tears from my eyes.

let none of us let fear cause us to waste what little time we have on this earth, and let none of us have to look back on our lives in our later years and say "what if...". crying  

[Calypsophia]

phynixblack

IT'S 7TH GRADE...


I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...


My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...





IT'S SENIOR YEAR...


The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...





IT'S PROM NIGHT...


After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S GRADUATION DAY...


A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...





IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...


Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...





YEARS PASSED...


I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...





Hows that for a tough life.

*HUG* cry  

[BluePod]

That is such a tear jerker that I partialy thought someone must have made it up. But if that happend. Well I don't have much advice for you other than this: "Time does not heal all wounds it just makes them easier to bear".
This is a lesson for the rest of us to learn from.  

[Ms._Fashion_Victim_2006]

I got that as chain mail months ago.... if it's real, yeah that is depressing  

[daggblu4]

i didn't get it as a chain mail, but it's made to look like one. but, aside from that, it's a sad story. and, yes, a lesson to us all. things like that does happen. you can't help but feel empathetic after reading that.  

[periwinkle9788]

crying oh my god this is so sad i almost cried it was just so beautiful crying  

[kyoshiro2]

It's true it does happen... But it also tell us that you can't change the past... Once it's passed it done with... You can only live a day as it comes... And think of the days that have passed... And hope that you'll see another...  

[destinywarrior03]

oh.....my......gosh...............
I shivered too! eek
That is sad. I wonder if something like that will happen to me.

I have an idea: Why didn't the girl say she liked him, either? So it's not entirely the poor guy's fault. They were both too scared, I think.  

[Lunar_Sunset]

was tat true?? tat is sorta like a situation im in right now!!!  

[daggblu4]

kyoshiro2

It's true it does happen... But it also tell us that you can't change the past... Once it's passed it done with... You can only live a day as it comes... And think of the days that have passed... And hope that you'll see another...

true. but just coz it passed doesn't mean you can't remedy it. of course, the past is the past and it's not healthy to live in it indefinitely, but there are ways to atone.  

[shani26]

It is a really funny story.
It makes me want to give you some of my problems, cuz it seems like you need something real in your life. blaugh
If you want to write a book, just do it, but don't post story in a place that real people ask for real advice.