I know its a long post, please bear with me. I love my boyfriend. I know he loves me too. He gave me a diamond bracelet for our one year anniversary last month. He isn't Christian, but I love him anyways.
He's a little clingy though... And he has mood swings like a mother. Like one minute he'll b all cuddly with me (which I love when he's like that.) and the next he'll just want to be away from me. I mean, he has mood swings worse than me when I'm on my period... He won't kiss me in front of my dad or brother (which is understandable) but he doesn't mind making out when we're at church (my mom works at our church and we hang out there sometimes) I mean, he wanted me to blow him in one of the class rooms...
I love him, don't get me wrong. He was my fist real boyfriend (My first technical boyfriend dumped me a week later for a guy... Other than that, I've only been with a few girls...) I gave him my virginity, and we've been together just over a year. (I know it's not that long, but we met in 6th grade, and are now in 10th)
But I'm still attracted to other people... I can barely hold a conversation with him without thinking about another guy I know, or my friend that I talked to a while ago... Like I'm not attracted to him in any sense of the word anymore... But I still love him... I know, it's weird...
I appreciate advice... Can someone help me figure out what to do, Onegaishimasu?*
Onegaishimasu means 'for a favor' in Japanese
He's a little clingy though... And he has mood swings like a mother. Like one minute he'll b all cuddly with me (which I love when he's like that.) and the next he'll just want to be away from me. I mean, he has mood swings worse than me when I'm on my period... He won't kiss me in front of my dad or brother (which is understandable) but he doesn't mind making out when we're at church (my mom works at our church and we hang out there sometimes) I mean, he wanted me to blow him in one of the class rooms...
I love him, don't get me wrong. He was my fist real boyfriend (My first technical boyfriend dumped me a week later for a guy... Other than that, I've only been with a few girls...) I gave him my virginity, and we've been together just over a year. (I know it's not that long, but we met in 6th grade, and are now in 10th)
But I'm still attracted to other people... I can barely hold a conversation with him without thinking about another guy I know, or my friend that I talked to a while ago... Like I'm not attracted to him in any sense of the word anymore... But I still love him... I know, it's weird...
I appreciate advice... Can someone help me figure out what to do, Onegaishimasu?*
Onegaishimasu means 'for a favor' in Japanese