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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 11:41 pm
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These people giving me so much hate are the same people claiming she was a happy person. Happy people don't kill themselves. These people are the ones who caused Rachel hurt. They're the ones who drove her to kill herself.
I deleted my youtube account and my videos because too much hate kills. They've already caused her death. As far as I'm concerned, her blood is on their hands.
There was just too much hate... I can't stand it. I live in a small community, and everyone knows each other. I've had a lot of threats, and I fear, mostly for my family.
Her sister flamed me but I realized they just need someone to hate. Hate comes easier than Love, I guess... If my little sister died, the fabric of my person would just fall apart. I removed my videos for her. I know what it's like to be a big sister.
I'm still very scared, and the words and hate people have wished upon me are seared into my conscious. I am so shaken up by the whole ordeal, I didn't sleep last night, and I don't think I will tonight either.
Thank you, for your comment. It really made me feel better. ^_^ *gives you a cookie*
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 12:39 am
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Ombrophobia I posted a video blog on youtube about a girl I knew who committed suicide recently. It was mostly about my feelings towards her suicide and the funeral and all that. Just my opinion. I never said anything untrue. Well it really angered a lot of people and I got a lot of hate mail and flames. I guess I'm too honest, but I only said what I believed to be true. One day later, (today) I posted and apology video saying I was sorry to offend people so much, and I won't apologize for feelings, but I'm sorry to offend people... Well it's been like an hour and I have more hate mail about it. Mostly people saying really mean things about how I only posted the second video to.. Well to put it crudely "cover my fat @ss." I know that we all get hate mail and flames sometimes, but really... I'm home schooled, so I don't need to worry about getting beat up, but I've gotten threats. What will more violence solve?? I'm just a little scared and I don't know what to do... Im just curious what exactly did you say. because i understand your point of view but if you said something really harsh the family members or people that miss her would definitely have something to say. i think threatening you is going a bit to far. actually way way far. as long as they don't know where you live your good.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 4:07 am
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I wouldnt worry about anyone threatening you on myspace or anywhere else on the internet (unless you've actually given out your personal info). there's nothing they can do. these people are in denial. they say she was happy, because they want to believe she was happy. you're right.. happy people dont kill themselves. personally, I think suicide is the worst option someone could choose except for in the most terrible of problems (terminal disesase, for instance), but it was her choice. yes, suicide is a selfish act, but she's the only one that could live her life, no one else could do it for her and I dont know what the issues were that drove her to it to really pass judgement about it.
all I know, is if these myspace people dont know where you live you have nothing to worry about. that's why I dont give out personal info online. I have a myspace acct, but I dont really do anything with it. I keep up with some real life friends in my old hometown and that's about it. I dont even really like myspace, I think it's way over rated, and a danger to kids (like most popular community sites of it's kind). now, if these are people you know in person, in 'real life', and the threats are persistent, I'd go to the police.. or at least warn my parents and let them handle it.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 9:00 pm
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Ombrophobia These people giving me so much hate are the same people claiming she was a happy person. Happy people don't kill themselves. These people are the ones who caused Rachel hurt. They're the ones who drove her to kill herself. I deleted my youtube account and my videos because too much hate kills. They've already caused her death. As far as I'm concerned, her blood is on their hands. There was just too much hate... I can't stand it. I live in a small community, and everyone knows each other. I've had a lot of threats, and I fear, mostly for my family. Her sister flamed me but I realized they just need someone to hate. Hate comes easier than Love, I guess... If my little sister died, the fabric of my person would just fall apart. I removed my videos for her. I know what it's like to be a big sister. I'm still very scared, and the words and hate people have wished upon me are seared into my conscious. I am so shaken up by the whole ordeal, I didn't sleep last night, and I don't think I will tonight either. Thank you, for your comment. It really made me feel better. ^_^ *gives you a cookie*
You hit it right on the mark. It is easier to hate than to love.
If the suicide happened recently, her loved ones are still sore about what happened, and they are looking for someone to blame. That person is you. They cannot handle the truth, because you're right - happy people don't kill themselves.
Not only that, but they are jealous because you knew the real girl....and they obviously didn't.
For now, save the video and keep it for yourself. In time, the people around you will grow up and realize they were at fault. Not you.
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Posted: Thu Jan 10, 2008 10:12 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 4:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2008 6:59 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2008 7:16 am
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sorry about length.... As far as defending yourself from Hate mail goes
set up your email inbox to accept email from certain users, then enter those users into the allowed list
as for in RL - all i can say is keep a low pro, personally Sui's a problem i used to deal with myself
i'd say about 7 times is the last count i've wanted to leave earth for good...
but my morals preventing me form even being a "cutter",
i will say this...if the words of the video sound a bit over-stressful, or sound a bit aggressive in some ways, then there in is the problem
sure you lost someone you care for, but that's not really a reason to over-stress everything else
as above, Sui's not a joke, i know that, but what i'll say is this, Sui's only a crime to the one who committed it, they basically gave up, gave in, and toppled over, but though this shifts a lot of weight towards you, you need to keep your Soul's fire burning, absorb the energy of the pain and fuel yourself to stop other from the same mistake your friend made, but do it in a friendly fashion, and dont use youtube or any other video site, except to post picture video collages of the one you lost
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 4:41 am
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 5:03 pm
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Ombrophobia These people giving me so much hate are the same people claiming she was a happy person. Happy people don't kill themselves. These people are the ones who caused Rachel hurt. They're the ones who drove her to kill herself. I deleted my youtube account and my videos because too much hate kills. They've already caused her death. As far as I'm concerned, her blood is on their hands. There was just too much hate... I can't stand it. I live in a small community, and everyone knows each other. I've had a lot of threats, and I fear, mostly for my family. Her sister flamed me but I realized they just need someone to hate. Hate comes easier than Love, I guess... If my little sister died, the fabric of my person would just fall apart. I removed my videos for her. I know what it's like to be a big sister. I'm still very scared, and the words and hate people have wished upon me are seared into my conscious. I am so shaken up by the whole ordeal, I didn't sleep last night, and I don't think I will tonight either. Thank you, for your comment. It really made me feel better. ^_^ *gives you a cookie*
See wise person? you know what to do!!
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