well, my life is a mess and I feel like a shitty person

[wolf_with_a_dragon]

I just broke up with my now ex-girlfriend a few days ago. we've been having problems and I finally just got tired of it. also found out some of the problems we've been having were due to me not realizing how stuck I am on my other ex. I guess my face lights up and I get super happy anytime my first ex calls or messages me and I never realized it. worst part is my recently made ex treated me really well and actually gave a s**t about me, but I just kept causing the problems that led to me ending it.

also, I'm taking classes so I can become a paramedic and I feel like I'm gonna ultimately fail them because my study habits suck and it's a s**t tone of new information to take in in such a little amount of time.

on a bright note, I got a new phone yesterday. I'm now the proud owner of a galaxy note 8 and I'm loving the phone! biggrin  

[wolf_with_a_dragon]

Prof. Moonie

Sorry to hear about your relationship. It's good to get out of something that's not working... but always hard when there were pretty good aspects about the relationship. Hopefully everything will work out in the end and you'll be content with the decision you made.

Best of luck with your classes.

yeah, kind of sucks. but I'll get over it. I just needed to vent a bit. thanks for listening Moonie, appreciate it.

and I'm gonna need all the luck I can get. turns out becoming a paramedic is hard.  

[Hiddochi wolf]

AYYYYY WE CAN BE FAILURE BUDDIES! biggrin

I'm in a humongous relationship mess right now, too. I dearly love my boyfriend and don't want to give him up, but I just don't find him attractive anymore and there's this guy who's like 110% my type and there's an assload of sexual tension between us and and and HNNNNGG.

So yay, we can be walking disasters together! emotion_yatta  

[Zphal]

I think you'll find that your desire and motivation to become a paramedic will help you overcome your poor study habits. 3nodding

As for the relationship stuff, I mean, heck, what do I know? I divorced my ex-husband of nearly 10 years for a whirlwind summer romance with a hot guy. It worked out, mind you, not a single regret; it was the right choice but wow did I ever make it rashly. rofl  

[wolf_with_a_dragon]

Hiddochi wolf

AYYYYY WE CAN BE FAILURE BUDDIES! biggrin

I'm in a humongous relationship mess right now, too. I dearly love my boyfriend and don't want to give him up, but I just don't find him attractive anymore and there's this guy who's like 110% my type and there's an assload of sexual tension between us and and and HNNNNGG.

So yay, we can be walking disasters together! emotion_yatta

I'M SO DOWN!!!! Ain't nothing like going down with a good friend.

Damn, we both having relationship issues. Why can't dating be, like, super easy or something? why does it always end up complicated? having to pick one person and stick with them. stupid relationship stuff is stupid.  

[wolf_with_a_dragon]

Zphal

I think you'll find that your desire and motivation to become a paramedic will help you overcome your poor study habits. 3nodding

As for the relationship stuff, I mean, heck, what do I know? I divorced my ex-husband of nearly 10 years for a whirlwind summer romance with a hot guy. It worked out, mind you, not a single regret; it was the right choice but wow did I ever make it rashly. rofl

idk. I almost failed my last test because I couldn't overcome my poor study habits. I should probably just quit and become a clown or something. they probably get paid more anyways.

well, sounds like rash decisions work out well. I might just try that. no ragrets