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Posted: Sat Apr 15, 2006 1:40 am
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Posted: Sat Apr 15, 2006 11:37 am
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Posted: Sat Apr 15, 2006 3:45 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 15, 2006 5:45 pm
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Posted: Sat Apr 15, 2006 9:07 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 7:27 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 7:28 pm
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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 11:11 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 10:15 am
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Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 3:54 pm
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Posted: Fri Sep 08, 2006 9:34 pm
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Quote: A strange room, a cozy yet odd room. Small, square, and on fire. Burning wooden shelves, their contents blackening to a crisp. Little glass bottles burst in the heat. Liquids sizzle upon contact with the flames. Fire snakes up the walls in the corners. It blooms across the ceiling. A plush velvet chair sits near the window. Miniature fingers of flame dance on the upholstery. I think I'll sit in that velvet chair and read for a while. Until the flames consume me.
Don't know why, but that one made me laugh hehe.
Heres one of mine anywho, its also in my Journal!
"The Man in White and Red"
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What was that gentle soul, Dressed in White and Red. Perched upon grassy gnoll, Surely that soul will be dead.
Found quite alive and well, the man in white with misty eyes, Ponders of an inner hell. Fine is the dream in those eyes, Of a past free of misery.
Waiting for the dawn, He marches like all soldiers past, What is past is gone, And his future short to last.
Final steps upon that Hill, Not a marked man would envy him, Martyrdom his lives end, And soon his world's .
But a dream! A hope! His sight clear from the haze, Takes aim, shots rope. Saved is life, let endure yet again, The anger, joy, pride, The reality and pain.
Solace is found in this word, The man in White and Red, Purified of his discord. The man in White and Red, Eyes blue as a bold steel, Sets down the hill. Words ring out across the valley; "Live life, be happy! Feel!"
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Posted: Sat Nov 11, 2006 10:32 am
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Despair
Waiting… For that feeling Its not quite here yet But I know it’s on its way …There it is In the pit of my stomach That feeling you can’t quite place Though you know what it is You’ve felt it many times before In the dark… Alone… Where your darkest thoughts rampage your mind Fear Yet with a different component More like the sense of giving up, With no intent of going on Letting go of life Though you know if given another chance You can do better, Be a better person, Iron out your faults And you convince yourself that if you can just get past this, All of these things will happen But that feeling doesn’t give a s**t about what you want It weighs down upon you Telling you that you are worthless That you should die Crawl into the deepest parts of depression, And drown yourself in the sea of despair And it gets into your head Until this becomes the natural way of thinking Depressed, Totally run down You don’t want to see anyone, Do the things you once loved You are focused on those dark thoughts, Utterly convinced that they are right You cling to them as if your life depends on them, Until they are all you can think of They become your life Forget of when you once thought to let them go For to do so would mean loosing yourself It becomes your cocoon, A shield from the world So that no one else can harm you You are trapped No one can get through to you But that one voice The one you are now convinced you should have listened to all along And that is all you can hear While you drown “You are worthless” While you flounder “You’re not welcome in this family” While you struggle “ I wish you didn’t exist!” And die “Fat” Being consumed “Ugly” Until you are entirely swallowed by this feeling “Whore” Never to return to whom you were “FREAK!” A now lifeless shell Devoid of any emotion The way back overgrown with hate and despising for yourself A creation, One of many A product, Of despair
©2005-2006 ~DeathOfTheChosen
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Posted: Fri Nov 17, 2006 6:54 pm
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Foolish heart
I love you, how can I not? there is not a second of my time wasted on thinking about you, you are the only one I think about, you are the only one I care about. All I hope for is for you to return my feelings, but who am I trying to kid? you will never look my way, much less return my love, my heart and brain say yes, but deep down I can hear them say no, it hurts, but it’s the truth, you don’t even know I exist, I’m just another person around you, no one special. I shouldn’t play these games with my mind anymore, it just brings more pain, everyday I have to wake up to the truth, yet I ignore it, and I keep loving you. I can’t help it, you are my everything, and I can’t live without you. so please, let these game go on, let me believe you love me back, I know you don’t, but I don’t care, I can take the pain for you, because I love you, and I’ll never stop. I’ll go on loving you, with this foolish heart of mine.
i know, it sux ^^ that's why i love it!
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Posted: Sat Nov 18, 2006 6:02 pm
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