Well, since this Journal is called Tales of a Writer I may as well tell you whats going on in my head huh? Well, so far all I'm thinking about is the future and about how much I really want to live with my mom in California instead of Texas with my dad and step-mom. Now, it's not like I'm being mistreated or anything, but I just like it better. I grew up in California and I grew up with my Grandmother and my mother always being nearby when ever I needed them, and now they're 3,000 miles away and I don't want to be here. I love my dad and my step-mom is cool as a person, but it's just that, I don't like her has a motherly figure. My mom understands my quirks and little habits and understands when I'm pissed off and I'm upset even if I don't tell anybody. My dad and Nicole don't see this, if anything they make it worse and sometimes there are days when I'm scared I'll go into an emotional explosion, which has happened before and it's never good because the emotion that usually sets of the explosion is pure and uncomprimised fury. Now I'm not being fair, I've only lived with my dad and Nicole for at most a year at a time so I can't really expect them to notice that I tend to bite my lip when I'm pissed, but I do expect them to understand that they don't know when I'm angry or not and to pay a little more attention because they don't know. Non the less that's what I'm thinking about.
 Avaida_Dream · Wed May 16, 2007 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
