the greates thing you'll ever learn is to love and to be loved in return
heart
.:the emotion:.
its so strong...
you believe you'll suffercate from it..
its so tight around your neck,heart,inluding your soul everything and part in your body
you can never stop thinking of him/her
and the more your further away from him/her
and the more you cant see their face
or hear their voice
the more your heart feels heavy..
the more your heart feels like it might stop..
the closer you are to them..
if your like me, you'd probably blush alot
you get excited..
your heart starts to race in excitement and nervousness...
the more you want them to hold you nad never let you go...
and everytime your away from the one you love....
you practicaly fall apart...
and you'd always love them even if they left you broken....
you'd love them...
even if they killed you fron the inside..
you'll always love him.....or her...
and if they leave you
you'd always wait for them....
{sighs deeply}...
their the only thing you usally think of...
hes the reason you were even happy...
your dreams - him/her
your nightmares....
your everything....
your pain..
your love...
your tears..
your scars...
everything...
your darkness
your light...
heart
.:my experience:.
all of this is happening to me....
but the question is...
is this really love??...
is this a bad thing to do..
you see....
before...
i was nothing..
i had given up on everything....
love
life
world..
people
hope
faith..
family
but most of all
LOVE
and my love was determend to make it were i realized i can love...and my love new that i loved him/her before i new it.....
it took practically 1 month
for him/her to get it through my head..
he/she had added so much drama..
i couldnt take it..
i hadnt cried for 6 years...
and i had burtsted out...
but not all that pain has left...
i still dont have faith,hope,
i still gave up on
world
people
and family..
but at least he/she gave back life
and most of all
love...
its quite interesting..
how this turned out..
they say im too young to love..
that its puppy-love
or its jsut a huge huge crush..
but from what ive learned...
its love...
even if he/she doesnt love me back...
i love him/her..
even if he/she jsut says he/she loves me because he/she knows how broken i was..how dead..
but the fact is
if he/she truly does love me..
then i'll be the happiest girl i was before he/she had tried to fix me...
now im not going to tell you how he/she fixed me..
thats my littel secret
wink
well..
just remember this
the greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and to be loved in return....
.:loveless-chan:.
or
.:keiko-chan:.
 loveless_Chan044 · Mon May 21, 2007 @ 04:17pm · 3 Comments |
