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The mindless ramblings of an obvious mental patient.


I'm gonna use this for everything. Important junk, Messing around...EVERYTHING!
. . . Depression
Currently: Sad
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*sigh* My relationship is on the rocks.

It seems my girlfriend is always having problems of her own, and I listen carefully and give advice, and encouragement when needed.

But whenever I have my problems, she says that maybe I should stop talking to her for a while. She is always fishing for compliments and making me feel horrible when I'm not talkative, like I'm being mean to her or something.

Not to mention she's an attention whore. I feel very used. Even when we were just friends she would say bad things about me behind my back. She claims it was just a stage she was going through, and that she's more mature now, but sometimes I feel as if she hasn't changed at all. I love her with all my heart. I truly do, but sometimes she makes me feel like a useless commodity. I don't know what to do anymore.

She's very dependent. And relies on me a lot. But sometimes I want to rely on someone. But it feels like I have no one. ;o;

I've always been a lone wolf. Even I was little, after mom died. I'm more like a parent to my father than he is to me. But sometimes I want to be weak, I can't be strong all the time, it's just too stressful But then there's that little voice that tells me that I can't rely on anyone, and that I'll be fine by myself.

It's just.... I don't know. I feel very depressed right now, it seems like nothing is going right.




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  • User Comments: [4]
    Gothic Waffle
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    Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 11:29pm


    Life fails.


    Urendell
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    Sat Jun 23, 2007 @ 10:38pm


    It's ok Pandie! How close is she to you? As in best friend or like a partner?


    Pandiecakes
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    Sun Jun 24, 2007 @ 08:58pm


    Partner.

    Don't worry, I things have calmed down. xd I think I got hectic over everything.


    ~Le~Squiggle~
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    Wed Jun 27, 2007 @ 06:04am


    Well I'm glad to hear that it was somewhat worked out. Rotten how life can be at times. >.>
    -huggles- No worries. <3


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