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	Home Sick and Depressed
	Home Sick and Depressed


I'm home sick today and not in the best of mood's. This whole week has been a deeper version of hell to put it simply. My friend made me so depressed and my mom caught on even though I was trying to hide it. Now if I'm quiet around the house she'll ask me what's wrong and I get annoyed, but I know she's only trying to help. But on monday I actually cried when I was alone because of the things my best friend said to me. She kept reminding me about how her and her friends flirt with guy's when we go out and I'm just alone. I kept saying it was okay and that I didn't mind. But the more she pushed it the more I got depressed about it. I don't know what's wrong with me really, if you think about it it's kinda sad that I'd cry over something like that, huh? But I can't help it, I guess crying is something I know how to do and i do it well. It really doesn't matter anymore to me. I just have to keep telling myself that! Then everything will be fine! I think I did something to a very close friend. But I'm not sure, It's been a while since we talked and now it's like he's ignoreing me. I don't blame him....I'm a horrible person and I'm very mean. I wish he would talk to me though, I don't think he know's how dear he is to me. I love him very much and I don't want to loose him, although I might have been the one that pushed him away..... Kanato · Fri Apr 22, 2005 @ 04:43pm · 0 Comments


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