You know how wonderful it is to hear someone say "I love you" ?
Well I've been thinking and have decided someone saying "I love you" just sort of makes you feel happy and comforted. Yes?
Well, I think someone saying "I'm in love with you" is way more effective.
Like..I say "I love you" all of the time. Because I do love those people and people say it to me. But no one's ever said "Ooki, I'm in love with you." Or "Meggan, I'm in love with you." and honestly if anyone ever would I would be dumbstruck.
Probably blush my head off and cry. I mean...I love you I'm in love with you should basicly be the same thing but "I'm in love with you" just sort of makes me go "Whoa...Someone could acctually be in love with me? Like...with me?"
I dunno..it's weird.
I think I'd have the same reaction if someone sang to me.
I would cry. XD
I know. I'm a sucker. Shut up.
My stomach hurts. I should take meds. I dun wanna.
I figured out why I don't. It went like this:
"Now,Ooks, why is it a task to have to take your medication?"
"STOP INTERROGATING ME!"
"...."
"...sorry...umm I dunno. I just don't like too. It's not right. "
"It is right."
"It doesn't feel right. Gawd."
"I'm not god but you can call me that. Anyways, I think you are frustrated with yourself and whatnot."
"Are you saying I like to feel pain n such?"
"No, I'm saying you do it to punish yourself of sorts.You feel you deserve that pain."
"...that makes sense."
"Yes, thats why I said it. I analyzed --"
At this point my mother decided to walk in.
"Meggan...are you talking to yourself again?"
"...Happy Mothers day!"
Yep....
I think thats it because this entry is like..long and I'm just ranting XD
Sorry.
<3
 Ookibuns · Mon May 09, 2005 @ 05:01am · 0 Comments |
