Not to sound gay --not that that'z bad or anything-- But so much freaking %^$& haz been going on lately that I feel worse than ur random pile of crap. Not only in the gaming world, but --infact mostly-- in the real world I'm going thru some major crap... it ryaly sux, u evr feel like there r some major scum bagz that "Don't deserve to reside" on this wreched planet we call home --which is an elongated way of saying u want them to die-- I ryaly truly feel like that.... and it'z not just some random act of some kinda' "drama" no this is real, it went away 4 years, but everyone was kidding them selves into thinking everything would just "go away" no people don't work like that, each and every one of them has their own selfish diesires, that they will each go to a diffrent exstent to get it. But then when ever I start to think like that, I feel like it's all so useless.... like nothin I say, think, or do will ever change the course of anything, because, who am I kiddng... thinking of killing?!? And whoez gonna do it? little old me?! not a chance, so basicly I come right back around in the same old circle of thnking all this crap, that I cant' tell anyone, not even my friends... and I end up typing it all up on a useless journal that no one will ever read.... and not ryaly getting anywhere at all....
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