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I hate my mom. I hate Cameron. She kicked me off when something important was going on, although I'm sure it'll get fixed. Still....grrrrah! Cameron wouldn't shutup tonight and mom is constantly on my a** coz she's in a bad mood coz he was fussing.
Also, the other small annoyances that are building up don't quite help (at all *ahem*), but no details on that yet or probably ever.
Anyways, it ended up where she made me sweep (ugh) and claimed that I wasn't going out with Jen this weekend, so I said fine, I'm making plans with Phillip (of course, I had something smartass to say back...that's what got me into this in the first place). Then she said Your not dating, that was a one time thing, your not leaving the house. I said So he'll come over here. She said Not if I'm gone. So then I was like BUHGUHGRRR! She also banned me touching, speaking, kissing, hugging, and even looking at Cam coz I'll purposely try to choke him or give him a concusion. Heh...I found it quite funny on the inside. Also, I mentioned how my iron was accidentally left on and she fussed Oh, sure! You go ahead and burn the house down AND kill the baby. I mumbled Okay and she yelled While your at cleaning up your shitty room, Lock your iron in the closet and never use it again if you can't turn it off....that was a weak response but w/e. The result is a furious, hateful daughter/sister/friend.
At least it's not girlfriend, eh? I wasn't mad, Phillip....promise, I was more like wtf?! at how you thought it was a secret or something. Neither of us like secrets or being left out, apparently. I love you and as you probably figured out, I don't quite open up and explain everything. But I try not to take anything out on you and I haven't...in a while. Yeah, but sorry about tonight, it was a mess. Don't forget thatttttttt ! olfd hlj!!!!! Ok? Ok! I'll die if something (or someone) screws up what we have. OH and it's been 2 weeks now! It seems wayyyy longer than that.....like months. Um, yeah..lol.
Enough jabber. I'm pushing my own luck by not getting off when told, again.
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 The Sexsa Effect · Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 04:31am · 0 Comments |
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