Well, as I am typing guess who I'm talking to? none other than. . .myself xD haha. you thought I was gonna say Jer. . .your so stupid to fall for that. no. he's off being silly in Wyckoff. I really wish I was there with him. But I know I never could be sooooo. . .yeah. ironically, he asked me if I could ever hang out with him in new jersey on his birthday or something (his birthday being the day before mine) sadly. I had to decline. because I know I'd get too caught up in him and end up crying my eyes out if I had to leave him and his AMAZING brothers. So yeah. Jessy seems to have a little crush on Jer. sorry Jess. but he hates you for the deal you decided you wanted to make with him. and the fact that he's MINE ALL MINE BUAHAHAHA!! just kidding. but seriously. well. ACTUALLY. just now he got online =D which makes me crazy happy. thank god he's finally here!!! -goes and talks to him- well. so far I've been seeing a lot of the word "I love you aimed at my head from him. . ." and it's like he misses and hits me directly in the heart everytime. yes nick. please. bring on the torture. . . so yea. it saddens me that I can't. . .oh hold on. . -checks the convo- where was I? oh. yeah. it saddens me that I can't really be with him because of JESSY. . .yes. jessy. I know you're reading this. I know your brain all too well. . .and what ever happened to your HUGE crush on kevin anyway? whatever. all I can ever think is "don't screw this up" and before I press the enter button on our AIM convos I always check "should I say that? will it insult him" cuz I really like the way things are and don't wanna screw them up. but yeah.
 Andrezei · Mon Sep 10, 2007 @ 11:52pm · 2 Comments |
