It really breaks my heart to see my family like this, my sister was supposes to pick me up and let me stay with her at her friends house at 1:30am and now its 12:09am and all i can do is sit here looking dumb, she said she was going to come and hangout alot with us alot. Maybe that was just another lie. Im seriously getting sick and tired of this, the war thats going on between my dad and my sister. the silent calm war. Its driving me crazy. i dont believe in what my dad saids and i dont believe in what my sister saids. and this is all because of this one person. Brenda, and shes marrying my dad, im still mad but what can i do, he even told me he was still going to marry her even if i didnt like it. Im doing my best not to be evil to her though. All she has to do is not show me attuide you try to act like shes the boss of me. She may be right for my dad but....shes isnt right for me. First of all she cuss in front of us, when she said she was going to stop my dad from cussing in front of us, She always has a glass of wine in her hand when i see her, Shes loud and annoying and it just doesnt seem like shes ready to take care of two 13 years old. like and she saids the dumbest things like, If you hate me you know iill go away, like im seriously going to believe that. She talks about how much she needs and wants and misses my dad with me dude telling me that is only going to make me madder. Shes annoying and doesnt know when not to talk to me and when to leave me alone.she like the eacted oppssite of my mom. and there has being times when she said the most mean things but i dont want to tell my dad that. shes nice. But shes not what i really need right now. If god sent her to me then why is it i had to go back to conceiling because of this, why is it that my sister barely visteds us and that my grandma is mad. If shes such a gift then how come when i was getting happy and better again, and i finally stopped being so depressed, i get depressed sad and cut myself when she comes into my life. She can have my dad i dont care, and i will do my best to be nice to her and respect her but if she mess with my family, then the gloves and earrings are coming off, you can mess with my life but you best believe i will kill you if you mess with there lifes
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 VampireMetal · Thu Nov 22, 2007 @ 05:33am · 0 Comments |
