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And agaionce again, written over a year ago...sucky...but a poem just the same...

She shoves her finger down her throught agian
She pukes and then
Looks at the poster again
The 89 pound modle and then
On the scale again
Weighs 135 pounds and then
She shoves her finger down her throught again
and again and again and again

He lifts the weight again
Looks at his flaby arms and then
Uses the staroids and then
He lifts the weight again
and again and again and again

She runs around the block again
And around the block and then
She looks at her stomach again
She thinks shes fat and then
She runs around the block again
Shes only 12 and then
She colapses from malnutrition again
and again and again and agian

He cuts again
The blood helps and then
Hears his dad beat his mom again
Hears her screams and then
Hears his dads footsteps come up the stairs again
It's his turn and then
He hurts himself so his dad can't again
and again and agian and again

she lifts the box of rocks again
It's her weight and then
Looks at her flab again
Her mom walkes in and then
It's time for her nape again
Shes only 5 and then
She takes her teddy to bed again
and again and again and agian

GOTA STOP IT!

No more puking
No more using
No more starving
No more carving
Gota stop it gots stop it gota stop it

For the children
For no more usin
For eating every day
For the scars to finally go away

when I read this poem theres more indept to it in my imagination. It's supposed to be one family. The mom puking and the little 5 year old girl watches(the mom doesn't kno she's there)Then she goes down stairs and see's her dad using staroids and lifting weights, then she goes outside and watches her skinny sister run and then watches her pass out. Then she watches her dad beat her mom from the top of the stairs and runs to hid when he comes up stairs to beat her brother, then she goes to her room to imatat what she sees in her home and she wants to be like them...it's acually a deep and sad poem...I always imagend it beeing a comercial or somthing like that...I unno...I like it...