i like 2 bottel up my emotions i know its not good and s**t but i just think its better so i dont hurt any1 my friend said if i keep it up one day i might just break tht was along time ago i was just in kindergarten after she said tht i found out she moved tht day and didnt tell me cause she knew i would have cryed and she was right but it didnt help me crying 4 days after even if tht was her wish i miss her i think about her lots but i havent seen or talked 2 her since then and as time gose by the pic of her in my mind blurs and i become sader i dont even reamember her voice or what she looked like cryingcryingcrying
well....she was right about the emotions im breaking and no1 els knows it i cry every day just because i want 2 and i like to cry and get out my sword and practice wit it i know tht sounds weird but it helps me forget and yes my dad has many swords he colects them and shows me how 2 use them its nice i also like typeing in here even if no1 reads it it makes me feel beter and helps me let it out and the longer the better heart
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shikyo1455 · Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 03:20am · 1 Comments
Taylor i know how it feels to lose someone special sad When i was born my grandmother died i didn't even get to see her. I always think that its my fault that she died. crying I also lost me stepfather. He said he was goin stay forever, but it wasn't true, he died crying. I didn't even get to see him one last time, or where he got buried. crying Right now i blame the person who killed him, my mother really misses him. I would give up my life to bring him back. Taylor ur not the only one who lost someone special.
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Zal-Kun · Community Member · Fri Dec 21, 2007 @ 12:47am