heeyas pipz... neutral yesterday was our christmas party...and...i wasnt happy... i felt like im such a bad person...well...
yeasterday the day before it was our gift giving program... then we have draw lots...my number was 61...and i wasnt called when others was called twice...i know its like almost impossible but i know it really wanst meant for me...
then in our christmas party...i felt like all my friends are like...leaving me...!its like im fading away in the world that im all alone... sure i talk to some of my classmates and even laughed to some funny events in one of our games but...im not truly happy...