*Tears ran down my cheeks. Thinking of you hurt. The pain felt piercing. Like a thousand stab wounds. I can't do this anymore. I give up, you win. I brushed my hand on a knife. It sparkled in the lightening. I felt tears spill out. I couldn't help it. The thunder pounding. My mind was spinning too fast for me to keep up. I am going to do this...tonight. I grabbed the notebook from under my bed. I wrote, Dear mom and dad, I'm sorry, I just couldn't take this pain. My mind is always spinning. My body is always numb. This feeling is just too powerful. I can't do this anymore. I will always love you both. Love your little girl, I didn't write my name. Instead a tear drop dripped in replace. I could hear the rain pounding on my window. I gazed out into the sky. It too was crying, it felt my pain. Only because of you it did. But soon I will be joining you. We will be together again, You and Me. I shoved the notebook on the floor and grabbed the knife. I held it to my heart and I waited. I waited for someone to stop me, for someone to tell me no. I just sat there. Suddenly knowing no one was going to stop me. No one cared. Tear drops fell on the sparkling tip. The lightening flashed and I saw someone walking towards me. Stay back, I whispered weakly. The figured moved closer and laid it's hand on the knife. I started shaking relizing it was you. Your spirit has come for me. You leaned in and kissed my cheek gently. You pushed on the handle. I cried in pain. It hurt so bad. Little by little the knife slid in my chest. Aching and feeling the blood on my knees. I sobbed quietly knowing this is the end. This is where my life ends and a new one begins. With you. I choked on blood and fell over with a thud. I was crying histaricly, but it wasn't sorrow, or pain. But for happiness, I will be seeing you again. Then I felt my heart thud softer and softer. I smiled as I drowned in blood and tears. You and Me.*