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What Have I Done? What Wil Become?
What have I done? And now what will become of me? Why others around me continue to live And learn to move forward Here I have gone and refused to face my fears. Taken a page from a book I swore never to read Yet when I close the cover It is my name who is the author. How can I face the cowardice in the mirror And still laugh at the sun? Where did I stumble And where did I go wrong… I finally learn to love And let my body want and long. Then I twist around at the hint of shadow And turn when the clouds have come Somehow I expected you to be there Instead of learning how to run. So cliché to say that no one understands me And no one ever will, Yet you are the closest I have ever come To letting myself finally feel. In my dreams I let you crush me close And take me to places unreal. But when it finally came time to take it all And bear my soul to you, Somehow I messed up the cards And ruined the field. So instead of handling the rejection I pushed it off to the side. And now what have I done? Erased all of what we had begun To build, to create like so many others Those who have lost and those who have won. I shall not weep any tears for you As they would break my heart And render my soul… But to the few who know me And the moments that you stole... I shall never regret what I let myself become And person who no longer is cold Perhaps when the time is right And we both truly know Our hearts, our minds to you I will seek And if I am lucky, maybe I will find What you made of me And remember that when you finally reach for me Not to be unkind.