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also tokyopop
"Slowly these days add up,
And slowly I fade down,
It feels as if my faint heart has given up,
As my menacing tears seem to shape my frown,
My fears that once hid deep with me,
Has grown furious with all the years rage,
And as they torment my heart inside me,
It seems as if im an animal locked in a cage,
My soul beckons out for sanity to reach it,
For something with pureness to touch its core,
As It goes spiraling into a bottomless black pit,
Reaching for something that’s not there no more,
Twisting and struggling all the way down,
It seems like this pit keeps going,
More like walking through a big town,
But the speed never seems to be slowing,
And when im about to give up all my dreams and hope,
A voice comes cascading in my demonic thoughts,
Handing down a long rope,
And it seems that my breaking soul has been caught,
Pulled up out of the pit the light rushes in my eyes,
Two hands so generously pick up my fragile body,
My mind clears telling me the truth and not lies,
Finally I’ve been saved but who is this somebody?
That went out of their life to save me from all the tormented,
Who risked his life to see that I breathed,
Who carried me to a heavenly place so fragrantly scented,
And fields and fields upon roses like reefs,
When the sun hides behind the clouds and I can see,
I find my rescuer staring into my weakened eyes,
And I stare back so gracefully,
For the first time my stomach feels as if its been taken over by butterflies,
His golden eyes see straight through me like glass,
All my sins and mistakes vanish,
My weakened heart grows strong and beats fast,
I realize with you that I can never be banished,
In your arms I feel safe and out of harm,
No one on earth could possibly touch me,
With you there to protect me and always on alarm,
No longer having to plea,
And in the moment your lips touch mine,
Feelings whirl and burst in the air,
The kiss seems to last all of the time,
As your fingers get lost in my hair,
Deep inside my dethroned soul I can feel a fire,
My cracking heart is healing itself to its beginning,
Fulfilling my deepest thoughts and desire,
When you let up I can see your face grinning,
Memories from long ago cascade and take over my mind,
Of my family that is now gone,
It seems in my vision I can see myself crying,
But I wont be crying for long,
For my Death Reaper has come for me,
He has taken me out of my darkest hole,
He will be here for me,
And will never go,
But as these days seems to grow longer and longer,
And you still haven’t come back,
I have become stronger and stronger,
Strength is something I don’t lack,
I know you’ll come back for my heart,
Because I loved you and only you,
I always did from the start,
And this pain I feel now is nothing new,
I hope it will go away soon enough,
So you can hold me tight,
But for now I’ll try and stay tough,
Laying here under these stars waiting for you tonight."
see deep but beautiful
ok talk to yall later 4laugh
 thinmint94 · Tue Apr 15, 2008 @ 01:32am · 0 Comments |
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