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i like this one.

im rather connected to water myself. im always happy when there is water no matter what form. i love surfing even though ive never done it and snwboarding is the shizz even though i feel half the time but thats wat made it enjoyable the snow. i always feel better when it rains and im most secure in the dark. i practically hate lights unless they are necessary. i also take great comfort and pleasure in the performance of music. its something i can connect to deeply for some reason. i believe God shapes us to things like this that occur regularly in our lives to try and convince us that things are gonna be ok. anything could be a sign but we just need to make a connection.

also i have a way of expessing my feelings so as to most bluntly show them unto others. like when im depressed even if you dont no me you have a feeling that somethings wrong, or when im happy most people *well from what theyve told me* feel happy too. its odd but maybe i was put here to use that for something because i have some marvelous control over my emotions and others. but idk maybe not maybe im just odd, which hell im happy to be cause if being means i have Cara then im more than happy to be odd.

being odd in a way such as that is cool. lucky... i dont think i influence anyone. except like anger and hate. xd there are many people that just hate me for some reason or another. lol
and thats neat u like the water. personally, im a river rat so i do to i guess but my connection is more with the sun and sky.
and i think u are right about how God chooses that for us. well not exactly right.. lol but i think i would believe that too. lol my mistake. i have no right to say if how people think God acts is right or not. my bad there. sweatdrop

*sigh* there was so much more i had planned to think about on that subject... hopefully i can remember soon and write it done. this would be quite the interesting subject to expand on!