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my life and thoughts, mostly, in poem form dont like it screw u
Ok well i know itz rllly stupid 2 get pissed over but i rlly was and still am a lil pissed of wat this guys reaction was but ya heres the rlly short version of the story.

ok so ive like this guy named Andy at my skool for most of the year. We only had 2 classes together but we sat close 2 each other in both classes because our last names are close together. So hes rlly funny, smart, cute and doesnt get worked up about things like other guys tend 2 do at my skool. hes kinda geeky but in a good way. so itsz our skoolz dance for 8th graders only and itz the last song and itz a slow song so i finally get up the nerve to ask him after debating and he says yes for a reasion i have no clue...................... note i was wearing a dress, not sneakers, sum makeup and my hair was down for once. so we danced at everyone near us kinda looked at us and then sum loser kid tried 2 take a picture and we both threatened him (of course cause he rlly pisses us both of!!!) ok dance end and we go 2 next week the day before graduation and over the weekend i finally decided to tell him i like him so i write him a note saying i liked him and i wasnt going 2 give it 2 him till after skool, that way i didnt have to c him!!!!! but my *sarcastically "brilliant"* friend tells me 2 put it on his desk for 2nd period and of course i have no clue wat im doing and do! so 2 wat my friend sayz that he walked in and everyones gathered around his desk saying he has a secret admirer which makes me want to hurt them all............... but anyway he read its and she says he put it in his binder and we both hope he only saw my name................... but ya in the hallway 2 our next class he says thnx then walks away and u could hear ppl laughing.............. i mean we have been friends all year and get along pretty well but i mean he could have at least said something else!!!!!

(no offense 2 guys) BUT GUYS CAN BE RLLY RLLY ASTUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    goddessofvamps
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    Wed Jun 18, 2008 @ 07:24pm


    Well sweetheart, we all know guys are idiots....but their cute enough for us to usually ignore it. You know I went through something like that. It was at church camp(*sticks out tongue*) and I had liked this guy for a year, ironically we knew each other since we were babies so yeah. Anyways, for the entire week I had tried to convince myself to actually talk to the guy. I learned he had a girlfriend...it hurt like hell but whatever. Anyways, it was the last day of camp. The night before I had written a letter telling him how I felt, my friend helped. The next day it was lunch time so after lunch I had decided to give him the letter. He was sitting around his friends, with his twin brother there and his girlfriend too. I had my friend with me but I was to bloody chicken to give it to him. She snatched it out of my hand...I ran out of the cafetria before I knew what happened. She came back out and told me what happened. She had given him the letter and he put it in his pocket. His girlfriend tried to reach for it but he said no and that it was for him and not her. I had no idea what that meant. Then later on, when our church and his got together for a farewell service, my friend had to be an idiot and told Mr.Bane(Named very well because he is the bane of my life) what happened. We walked over to him, brought him over to our group and then I started babbling...like an idiot. He said thank you and left. I didn't speak till we got back on the bus. Apparently, while I was helping clean up my friends had run to our dorm got my camp shirt, had him sign it and so yeah. Anyways, during that year before camp I had decided to get his number. I had it in my phone but never called it. That day after we got home, I went to a baseball game with my rents. I decided to call him to thank him for singing my shirt. I was amazed that I didn't stall when he answered the phone. I thanked him, we talked like old friends(Sort of) and he asked if I was at the game, I said yeah and we talked about it. The moral of this very long tale is that after I told him, not only was I able to move past my crush(sort of) and I became more confident. We're still friends so that's cool. Just give it time.^^


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