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Send me to Prison already!! |
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Over the years, I feel I have matured, since I have gone through most of those emotional problems that parents think I haven't gone through so I don't understand. But I understand more than they know. Alot of experiences have opened my eyes, like how I've had six boyfriends, 2 of wich broke my heart, and the other 4 yes I broke-up with them, and it's made me realize....Screw boys!!! I want a f*cking man!!!!! I've gotten my first in-school detention, that made me realize that students have it harder than prisoners, at least prisoners get to talk to each other at lunch, and get tax-paid food, and satellite tv, and computers! It's also made me realize Mr.Beckermyer really is ********, cuz he's a mo fo, if I ever seen one. XP. I've also been pretty much stabbed in the back by people I've always cared about, and even though I forgive them, it still hurts...that gaping scar in my back (not literally, you weirdos biggrin ). But now I just don't feel the need to trust people, since I can really only trust myself, I guess I'll have to keep it all in untill I go crazy and my head explodes (I mean that literally). I've dealt with being looked up to and trying my best to be a great example, and then fail miserably, but my little fans still love me, at least untill I broke some of their hearts, and they couldn't get over it cuz they were pansies!!! sweatdrop I've even let adults (teachers) who were so proud of me down, but I never seem to let my parents down since they don't ever know what goes on at school really, except grades. I've had to hide my feelings so many times, either so I don't upset someone, or so I don't cry in public. I've had to give in to peer pressure, and give-up some of my friends, just because my peers didn't like them, that was wrong, but we're friends again, most of them anyways. I've had to deal with people doing the same thing to me, hating me just cuz someone they hung out with didn't like me, but don't hate the player, hate the game. I really feel it's time to move on from this place, I've sucked it dry of all the fun I could have here, so it's time to move on, and leave another town a wasteland, at least in my perspective. It's time for me to move, and thank God my dad got orders to move up north to the East Coast!!! Yay!
 Ookami_Oshima · Thu Jun 26, 2008 @ 04:46pm · 0 Comments |
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