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is this the one i can never compair to?..hmm..would make alot of sence

this was a poem when an ex of mine left me.. v.v

he had cancer & i was with him ..i told him i would be no matter what
& even then, he had the balls to cheat on me
but i was stupud..
i let him be friends with his ex & some other girl
he put me 3rd to them.. thats how special i was
i was stupid to be ok with it
i was stupid to not get jelouse
& that has changed me alot
it took him almost 3months to brake up with me
& in those 3months he lied to me
he said he loved me & wouldnt hurt me
he said all that bull s**t to me
so what i had with him was all a lie
honestly i think he was lieing to me longer than i led on

apperantly he still had feelings for his ex..
thats why he kept her around, besides the fact she was slutty
& his bff ..so he called her
he treated her better than his own gf.. me v.v

so yea, i was stupid & i let my self love this guy
i got attached & i gave him almost everything i could to show him how much i loved him..bleh now im ranting & idunno what im saying :s