hey...
i'm weak
every time i try to go a day or two without my prozac, or even with half the dosage, i feel the effects, i don't know what's going to happen when i run out of meds and effectively give up on taking the happy pill altogether
will i be able to persevere despite a depression i can't seem to shake?
i don't know
and that scares me
this next week is my first last week of college
i will have completed my speech course, hopefully doing well(please god please) and then in a week going full on into a four class schedule in both the fall and winter, which is a full load
with that, the impending fact that i absolutely HAVE to lose at least 50 lbs by next summer (the other 50 before next fall), and my stress that will obviously grow over my classes i'm not sure what's going to happen
for now i'm just going to try and get through the week
o well
life goes on
ema
The Ink Alchemist Community Member 
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