....... s**t... i just want to sleep im so tired. . . and my head hurts. . . and every time i see him i just want to kiss him.... i think i made one of the biggest mistakes of my life... sometimes im just so stupid.. i guess i just didnt want to get hurt again so i wint to sheer madness listening to my sister and did what she thought was best for me insted of me doing whats best for me... i feel like such a dumb s**t. and i feel cold... i couldnt do what iusually do to stop from being cold... so i guess when i made body prints in the snow i just wanted to feel numb and really feel what cold is...i still feel cold inside and i dont think that this time it wont go away.... and i think thats what im afraid of the most... jesus i am a dumb s**t.
TheBatMango · Fri Oct 10, 2008 @ 04:39am · 1 Comments |