I don't know how it feels because i haven't ever been, but i think i might be...depressed, things that i do now that brought such spark into my life and gave me such vigor has lost some of their vigor. God help me, i don't know what it is, i love my friends and now more then ever i want them close to me, but i feel so far from them. I feel like they are right next to me but are def to my voice and numb to my touch. I do not complain about my problems trust me i don't ask anyone, i may say i am tired or am a little mad from time to time, but i am not whiny. And it is hard for me sometimes to ask for help, but i am begging now, someone tell me what is wrong with me.
Amshael · Wed Dec 31, 2008 @ 09:22am · 1 Comments |