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For a moment everything seemed foggy, my movements became slow as the heavy throbbing in my head weakened my senses. I had never had a headache this bad before...it filled me and taveled down my limbs making me shake with the pain. "T.K!" I called out as my hands furiously rubbed at my eyes, trying to clear my vision. I hadn't thought it would effect me this much to come here. But I just had to see him! I couldn't live without him anymore...if you could even really call me living .
Shaking I took a step forward and as my foot touched what they considered ground up here, I could feel another shot of pain shoot through my body. The vision I had been working so hard to clear instantly blurred again as I flinched back. "I'm not leaving without him!" I kept telling myself and the people I knew were listening, wondering slightly what the others would think if they could see me right now. Who would of thought I would ever wander my way into heaven? Even though I was working hard to keep myself under control...I could feel the tears begin to slid down my face. I couldn't understand what people saw in this place. It was cold and unfeeling...with all these bland and overly bright colors. It hurt me to think that the angels were keeping him here even though he wanted to be with me.
Forcing myself to move forward again I only managed to take another step before someone's voice stopped me in my tracks. "What are you doing here, demon spawn!?" the man yelled and even though I was not that familiar with the angels hierarchy I could tell this was one of the archangels.
"So who did they send after me?!" I said surprised at the way my voice sounded. I sounded mad...close to laughing with my frustration. "Micheal? Gabriel?" I hissed the names like they were poison on my lips. And they might as well have been...it was forbidden for vampires or demons to speak the names of the archangels. Turning my head in the direction of his voice I felt a vicious grin spread over my features, fangs extending. "You can go ahead and kill me! I would love to see what Galexy is going to do to you and all your little winged friends!" I practically spat at him, even though I could feel that that little tirade was draining the energy from my body.
As I crumbled to my knees the holiness around me, banging at the back of my head, hitting me like a hammer. I could feel tears falling from my eyes and before I knew it a hand curled around my neck. I couldn't help but scream as his fingers burned into my neck...his hand tightening it's hold on me. "Beg for mercy demoness and I just might let you go..." he said his voice holding contempt as his hand tightened around my neck even harder. I tried to grip at his wrist, tried to fight his hand away from me...but it burned, burned like I imagined the cross did to my brother. "I can't hear you! Beg for mercy!" I could feel his breath against my ear.
"Vampires don't beg..." I whispered my voice hoarse. Closing my eyes I reached deep inside. "How sinless are you angel?" I hissed. And I could practically hear his confusion. Concentrating hard I could feel the light flood through my system, killing the pain like a shot of pure morphine. I felt numb as the purest of lights flashed out of my body like a beacon, I heard him scream, his hand releaseing me as he stumbled back to cover his eyes. I could look for T.k now....no one in heaven or hell could stand my light....except for Hope.
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I don't know how long I wandered through heaven the thin layer of clouds parting before me with each step. My body was practically shrouded in the light, the light that emanated from my skin and protected me from any futher interuptions. I knew he was up here. I could feel it deep within my soul. He was my soul mate, connected to me on more levels then one, thats why being apart hurt so much. Thats why it felt like my heart (although it didn't beat anymore) was being wrenched from my very chest. "T.k!" I yelled feeling my voice echo back to me empty and unanswered, at least at first.
"He won't be able to answer you..." almost instantly, I swerved feeling my heart sink as I recognized my guardian's voice. "They have him locked up and your not making things any better by coming up here."
"I want him back! You weren't doing anything, and I need him! You don't understand..." I could feel the tears coming to my eyes. My sentences sounding like useless whining even to my ear. The light dimmed around me for a moment and then I let it shoot out again even brighter. But Galexy didn't flinch she never flinched.
"Listen I know I wasn't doing everything I could of done....I was hoping that maybe you could let him go..."
"I'll never let him go, I need him....I love him" I could feel my legs shaking and the tears pouring down my face even faster as she took a step forward.
"I know that now, I can feel it when I look at Riptor...our connection is the same as yours. " She stepped forward again. "But if you stay up here any longer you won't make anything any better for anyone. They'll only hate you more...your proving what you are to them. Your proving where your blood is from."
"This is all about my blood, it's always the blood. Does it matter what color it is? Or where I came from?" I had pulled my hands up to my chest. "If it's all about my blood then...why don't I get rid of it..." my eyes flicked up to Galexy's for a split second, seeing the realization and fear flash over her face, as my hands traveled to my throat and I raked my nails over the skin. Gurgling I could feel the blood pour over my fingers as Galexy jumped towards me.
"No!" she yelled and her hands pulled mine away.
 Rapta · Wed Mar 25, 2009 @ 02:13am · 0 Comments |
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