im sad and i dont know why and that makes me more sadder if thats a word im missing my mom.... im locked in this house i can escape but i dont want to... everyday i put on my big boy pants and the smile but my pants are get to tight and the smile is going yellow... im learned in my life my day is coming i dont know when but its there... and also i lived my life as if i was the center but your not s**t in the center but the target but the outside builds to the center and the outside its scary as hell.... the only woman in my life says its me coming to the point of self-realization... my friends came over and they say im a boring person now and i was like get the hell out..... omg can guys have periods cuz if they can id so be on it with the biggest tampon... that made me happy oh god im sick.... yep times up.... time for a porno