im crazy thats it. i wrote a hardcore metal song i hate metal head bangger s**t. my friend got me all up set so im gonna ******** tell ya. ok i blame myself for all the people in my life that have are dead. what the ******** is wrong with me there was nothing i could of done. like my grandpa dead went to his funual sucked didnt even know the man cried. max dead i ******** balled the s**t out still not over him i love him too much. mom dead i'll ******** never get over her love of my life i couldnt even go to her funual i didnt want to see her dead i wanted to remerber her just the way she was. byrce almost ******** dead might as well call him ******** in the grave. and if i had some coke i'd be gone and back in a week but no the ******** goverment wouldnt let me i could but id be ******** so ******** that