crying again tonight,
doesn't make much sense,
Love is happiness,
Only when the two are happy,
My only wish is for him to be that way,
can I really make him that way?
Does he feel the same.
When in every moment I wish he were mine.
To far away,
Not close enough to call.
Freedom rings for me as summer approaches
and I thought he wanted me forever.
Still I am waiting for the moment when all fades away.
What will I do.
Just stand there next to you?
Looking like a fool in your eyes?
What happens if I'm not good?
Or to much has happened and I'm nothing?
I worry to much to see past the scary things such as you and me.
When all else seems to fade I lay here and cry the day.
When you tell me goodbye and I'll never know why
It hurt so much when I thought you never cared.
It still does
On occasion I think of all the better good you can have,
Maybe a little to much have I witnessed myself being a bad thing
I have had thoughts of wonder if I'm doin the right thing.
Then I close my eyes seeing you there and I realize I am doing the best thing in my life no matter what.
You are my everything,
even if im not yours, I'll live through it
Your my solid man,
even if i'm not your go to woman, I'll work through it
Your the love of my life,
even if you dont love me, I'll stand witness to it.
Your my life,
even if i'm not in yours, I'll stay strong with it,
I'll abide by my own convictions and stay as long as I can.
I never want a trade in with any other man.
I love you and no one else.
Why do you think I'm sitting here on my floor.
Is it to hard for you to see that maybe, just maybe your saving me?
I can't think of anyone else..
Your on my mind with every moment of time
Kiss my lips I might just die
From passion of a love Incline.
To for just one moment understand that I will love you as a one and only man. Can you see that your love for me is everything,
I dont know how to witness anymore to anything but you whom I adore.
I am the one who will shout your name when I run out to the street in the pooring rain.
I love you now till the very end,
And you'll stand there and send
Your reguards to my love and heart achs good night when all the demons just took flight.
I'll stare you down to the very end and kiss you when you think its the end.
Good bye you'll say its time for me to go.
But even though I know its better for me not to know.
I get how you feel even if you think not.
I dream of you as a forget me not.
I wont let it happen no not again.
When I be the one alone in sin.
I tie my hair up and sing it out that my love for you Rains without a doubt.
Kiss me once and you will see.
The love you wish you could have given me.
((la la la just bored writing a poem out here hehe hope ya like it and feel some emotions. Comment plzz I love to hear ^^))
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