so, this guy and i kinda hook up, or so i thought
though later he told me we couldn't date because his friends would stop talking to him. that makes me feel loved, i think.
its all good, i had planned on telling him that i couldn't date him because i wasn't read to, in reality, im still in love with henry, and i know i shouldn't be, bug god damn it, i can't help it.
this is the journal where i can say anything i want, no one reads it to my knowledge, no one knows i have it, my other journals, jesse and tanja know about, so it doesn't work to say what i really want to say, because they would see it, and its all so messed up
 stacy_medina · Wed Dec 07, 2005 @ 07:38am · 0 Comments |
