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Foaming at the mouth,
Racing in the mind,
Excitement down south,
And something you can't find.

You're waiting for him,
He's waiting for you,
You're going out on a limb,
And the absence of thought too.

You would give it all away,
the pleasure that you had,
the nine months of pain you say
And the anger from your dad.

You look at the face of your child,
Her tiny toes and hands
as you lay on the floor, bloody and tiled.
And you think of comforting things, comfy sands.

You still think to give her away
To a new house, new family, new home,
But you only want her to stay
And yet, you still want to roam.

Your heart melts at her smile
That could freeze the ocean, shake the land,
Hold the earth and dry the Nile
With a single hand.

You notice she's your own,
you love her and need her
for your thoughts you must atone
And her hair is soft as rabbit fur.

You can't let her go,
she has a hold on you.
You feel this need to show
He to everyone you know.

A mistake she was,
A life she fills with bliss.
The tiny things she does
that you will always miss.