My heart is aching diary, It hurts horribly. This empty stabbing pain in my chest. And I'm afraid i know why. Diary I'm scared.
Scared of the future, Scared of my past, Scared of anything that comes close to me... Is this natural? A fear of everything. Or is this his fault...
Its all his fault... No... I cant blame him, Not anymore. This is my life, These are my mistakes. I cant go on lying to my heart, Trying to convince myself I'm not... In love... Maybe its time to admit it... Who am i kidding?
He's gone. And he wont come back. Wishing and hoping never did me any good.
I know he doesn't care for me at all... But i still have to wonder... If i died tomorrow, Would he cry at my funeral?
Aurora Winterwolf xoxo · Sun Sep 20, 2009 @ 10:36am · 0 Comments |