well in the last few days i've been homeless somewhat and so i didnt go to school for some days and anyways i went in this gas station and got me some food and there was this guy you know just any old 50's bum gas worker man and he was like shipping school and i was naw then he was need a job and i was like well sure but i dont need it and he was you'll start torrorrow and im like i might not be here torrorrow and he was like well i might not either and anyway i started right then and man did this guy have some stories i mean we talked for hours about like nothing but wow i love him and i known him for like 3 days and anyways he didnt come to work today and i was tear and this young guy walked up and at first i thought he was gonna mog me and then he was like wheres ham and i was like he's not here and he was like damm he was like an angel to me and i started smiling and was like angel and then it hit me god knows his s**t because i tolled him should i kill my baby or not and that b*****d sent me a angel and he said keep him and at first i was like him you know the sex and he was like we i was just saying but then now if it is a him thats gonna be like whoa and so i decied to come back home well thats what the angel said to do but idk about it one cuz this house is dead like im in it and im a ..... idk but thats all and i truely believe with all my heart