I don't take care of myself. I forget to take my pill and to wear my glasses all the time. I sit the wrong way. I know that I'm ruining my eyes. I know that eye issues are most common in blue-eyed girls/boys. I know way too well that I'm ruining my stomach a little bit more every time I don't take my pill. I know I'll ruin my knees again. And I do it anyway, why? I would probably kill myself if I couldn't see. My eyes are my favourite sense but they're fading. If I ruin my stomach then who knows what will happen. Knee issues, no biking or walking. If I can fix things before I'm done growing, total [around 20] then I might be able to be okay. Still, who knows?
Ugh, why do I have all this stuff so young? Bad genes, I guess. :/
 Beautiful Propaganda · Wed Oct 07, 2009 @ 04:54am · 1 Comments |
