(not rlly a poem kinda of a story i wanna write.... (based the same way "what my mother doesn't know" is written) but it is my story... little piece for u James) (ill prob be doing this kinda daily maybe idk)
Even if I Had The Chance
Even if I had the chance
To leave the one
Named James
Or so I like to call him
My cuddlybear
I wouldn't be able too
Because it's just like
He's apart of me already
Like our souls are one
As if God has bonded us
Os something
I can't explain
He's connected to me
To put it simple
He pretty much is me
That makes no sense
what so ever right?
Oh well that's what I think
And it's what I feel
James get's sensitive on me
Alot of times
Saying stuff like how he should
Just give up
how he hates things
How nothnigs worth it
Maybe not those exact words
But that's what I hear
I forgot to say I know him
through the cyber universe
Does that really matter,
anyway
Ever get that feeling
You just wanna hug someone
Comfort them
Kiss the
Make them feel safe
that's what i feel everyday
It hurts to know
I can't hug him
Cause he's just so far
away from my world
It's like two different planets
Yet that doesn't stop
me from loving him.
Ain't that weird?
I've been called weird
before anyway
so actually seeing it
doesn't both me
Much...
Point is
James is my love
Even if we are
together or not
Miles apart
It makes no difference
I see no difference at least.
Other people well....
They just haven't
Experienced true love
yet I guess.
I can't say for sure
Maybe i am just insane.
Or not.
Who knows
God knows
But he won't answer s**t
I ask
Anyhow
I love James
He knows it too
He loves me too
It's going to stay that way
For as long as time exists
Least I hope ;D
~Ashley Out~
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I enjoyed it quite a bit. I certainly hope you guys can get to where you belong - with beside each other!