It seems as though I'm starting to lose all my friends.
Even meh besti friend is going to leaving meh fer job core. crying
So, yea I'm pretty depressed right now because of that and all my other good friends from school are far a way now, God I feel so alone. :'(
Well hopefull I can get over this minor depression, and I'm hoping this new job abouts ta start will help me feel less lonely and sad about the htingds that have been happening. -sighs-
I dunno even where to start, wit it all.
I moved a way from mother and she acts like she doesn't even care about me any more. -sighs-
But that's nothing new I knew that would happen, cuz even tho I'm her only daughter, she chooses people that isn't even family over me.....
Well that's my mom, something never change. stare
But other then I just been feeling so lousy and that's probably why I haven't been all that much, I've been to sad, and working on meh 13k hit which I just finished yesterday.
I spent like nearly 4 hours making it so dammit all it better be liked muchest plz!!! xp
Other then I've only managed to keep in contact with just one friend my high school Eric.
But that's only cuz we call each other and hang out every so often.
Everyone else just kind of wants me to call them but never answer when I do, or they expect meh to show up to things that no one even calle me to ask about and such. crying
Yes, indeed it feels like everyone I liked or was friends wit is slowly but fastly leaving meh one-by-one.
And to make matters worse I don't even get to see my family like hardly ever close to never now.
Plus it doesn't help that I've been stuck in side fer weeks on end and it's been raining so damn much that I can't leave wit out getting soaked anyways.
Plus there's been tones of storm: wind, rain, hail, and just this morning at like 1-3 am wuz thunder and lighting storms! gonk
The thunder wuz so loud that every time it rolled it set off car alarms wich wuz pretty interesting not giunna lie. xp
But I guess this is just one of those days, where ya feel blue and down tiss all folks.
I'm sure I'll be fine and back to myself soon.....
I hope. sad
~Kitty~
 kyeira chan · Sat Nov 07, 2009 @ 12:44am · 1 Comments |
