I went back to Bryce's mom's house to stay to night yeserday. And blah blah. We woke up this morning looking at each other and I said what do you live for because I had a dream about live and how to would be but it wasn't me I was places I had no idea but I did. And you know what she answer well I live for God (lair) and my husband and im thinking to thing that your ******** up with shame on you but then she said I also live for bryce and then she went on to say how everyday getting up to see his face all ******** up was her day and to see him grow and all that s**t. I tolled her about how bryce was gay and she said if he was so be it he is my son. And when she went on what how bryce and I were little and we first saw each other that i crapped my diapear and lol moments but how we got each other somewhat how we knew each other like old men. She talked about my mom and then she talked how how i was the only one who stepped foot in the house after he passed or just to say hey........... Belive me in person it was a whole lot more exiciting.... Back to my story time........ And the tears starting rushin out my eyeballs. We got out of the bed and she said let's go shopping. Figures... We went lots of places but the most wow was dollar general of all places. In the store we just looked really but then we got to the sunglasses and there were these 70's 60's looking shades like hippy s**t purple lenes and i tried them on and was too gay then she ripped them off me and they looked cute on her so we got some pairs of thoses and i relieved that me and her have lost the same i thought i was the only one but she lost just as must as me I lost a mom and bryce, She lost Bryce and a best friend. See things work out.